So, you probably know.. today was the day of my exam - Social and Cultural Antropology. And I was studying like crazy. And all in the flow of studying.. not that it helped, I failed anyway. Again. But today I don't care. So I was studying.
Then my phone rang. My friend is having another exam and she needed the literature and I was like "sure I can give it to you ;) In 10 minutes I will send it to your email". But I was so into patological narcisism that I got carried away. After 25 minutes I went to my email. And I nocided a mail. An important email. From the University of Edinburgh. Uh huh, ok. I opended it.
OMG. I was shocked. I actually needed 5 seconds to understand the email. And then..
And OMG, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! I started screaming. Like really screaming. I think ALL the Student Hostel heard me. And no, I am not exagerating. I was screaming THAT hard. And I couldn't stop. And then..
And then I started crying. Hard. And I was still screaming "OMG OMG". I was really into shock. Totally. And then I realised that I wasn't dreaming, that this was real. So fucking real. I started to regain some little sense (very little).. And I got..
OMG. I picked up the phone and called my sister. And damn, she didn't responded. So I called my friend Brina. And when she picked up.. I started screaming again. I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE UNIVERSITY OF EDINBURGH!! OMG OMG OMG OMG!! (I still can't believe it, though :P) Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! OMG OMG!! And we were screaming together with my friend. OMG. Still. Can't. Believe. It. Oh. My. God.
I. Got. Accepted. For. The. Master. Of. Psychology. Of. Idividual. Differences. Oh. My. God.
Fuck. I think after 7 hours.. I am still shocked, even if psychologically isn't possible anymore. GOD! I am so so happy, that simply there are no words for it. Yes, I failed my exam. But I got in, into one of the best Universities of the world. I will pass the exam in June. No kidding anymore.
Yes, I got accepted conditionally - I need my English exam and I need to graduate - but hell, I knew these things all along. But honestly? I never believed I will make it. I was thinking I was doing something, so in live I could at least say I tried. But holy cow, I got in.
So now. Antropology. The degree to write. The practical thing. And the IELTS English exam.
And my dreams are coming true.